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Sunday, June 02, 2024
Paramedic
For now, maybe for the next few weeks, I still have this fourth-floor bedsit (above an Italian restaurant, panoramic view of Maidstone Prison). It’s damp. I came here because my life was too small. Now it’s smaller. Once I did good things.
It’s Friday, wretched, pissing down, grey. They cut off my SKY a month ago and I am almost flat-lining now. I’ve got half a dozen free-views left and the shopping channel.
When I applied for the job, skinny nineteen, back when I dressed like a pimp, before the neck-tats, way, way back when there was still an NHS of sorts and a tiny glimmer of hope coming over the hills, they asked me if I would give it my all, just how much was I prepared to give to the job. I told them (and I meant it at the time) all I am able to give I give and more. It’s not “Casualty” they said. That was a thousand lives ago.
Well, I got in, studied, got the quals, got my slick green uniform, and then they sent me out on the road.
Did I meet you once? Did I save your life? I might’ve, there were a lot of lives for a while, the numbers are highly impressive.
Surprise, I’m drinking. Jeez, I never knew cheap whisky could be so shit, but I need at least the bottle to go with these sweeties. Ah, well, this is where we are. Send in the clowns time, or go live in a cave on some island, or pop this lot in one go washed down with shit grog.
Is that one or two choices?
It’s really simple sometimes. Sometimes things just end. Someone licks the flap and seals the envelope. We stop lying. Mothers do not always fight for their children. Lionesses watch as the new lion eats their cubs, people are arseholes, drunks; axe murders have rights, too.
I’m not keen on living in this flat anymore. I’m not keen on living in this body. There’ll be another paramedic. If he’s nineteen, twenty, he’ll think all this is a bit sad. If he’s twenty-five or a fat fifty, I will barely register.
367 Words
June Prompts
Set 4
Let’s pretend we will never tire of each other
It is tragic, but simply, he is not a gentleman
It’ll be ready a week Tuesday
Tomorrow will be complicated
I bring you: confrontation; desolation
You’re not you without your glasses on
Not all honey is honey
Those night-fears, car-shadows circling the walls
A man in a huge red hat
We are all birds, some of us are building nests.
This particular winter, a particular cold, particularly dark
Where are you headed? Is it nice there?
Her twins, penny and twopence
Your smile, when everyone else is gloom
EGYPT!
I think of the time before I had to choose
I always wondered what love exactly was
Your soul is showing
We have been climbing now, for seventy-seven weeks
Maybe another day?
A cough down the hall, a curse, a flush
A world full of orange blossoms, butterflies
Poems lie, just in a prettier way
I hid a snowman under my bed.
I want a wooden leg, beautifully carved
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Prompt Set 2
June-0026 | I look like an old bear, whereas he is beautiful |
June-0027 | A smoothness of skin suggesting effeminacy |
June-0028 | Hiroshima, Nagasaki |
June-0029 | He rowed well, climbed the Alps in summer |
June-0030 | A scent of scandal seemed to follow him |
June-0031 | A cloistered world, monastic |
June-0032 | His most loyal friend and frequent visitor |
June-0033 | He, of course, loved every moment |
June-0034 | Benson's melancholy was rooted in a brutal past |
June-0035 | Hating every movement of the female mind |
June-0036 | The physical expression of his very being |
June-0037 | Of six children, none would marry |
June-0038 | The joyful melancholy of youth |
June-0039 | The possibilities of a new century |
June-0040 | An iron copulating machine |
June-0041 | From a college window |
June-0042 | One generally arrives back in time for tea |
June-0043 | Complex, tormented, prolific |
June-0044 | The practice of Greek love |
June-0045 | Touched with the pink glow of the early sun |
June-0046 | Some sort of fling at 43 |
June-0047 | Evidentally a freshman |
June-0048 | After leaving Eton in scandalous circumstances |
June-0049 | Hepatitis |
June-0050 | A singular achievement for a party of schoolboys |
Flash -2 (Overnight, Day One)
From a College Window
He rowed well, climbed the Alps in summer, was the kindest and most loyal of friends. In the mountains he seemed almost to chase death (though he always denied it) but then, just as suddenly, above some chasm, he would pause, his face, like the mountains, touched with the pink glow of the early sun; a deep love, but also melancholy, in his eyes.
There is a photograph of the two of us at Magdalen. We are serious, stoic, monastic, even. Beside him, I look like an old bear, whereas he is beautiful with a smoothness of skin almost suggesting effeminacy. Even then a scent of scandal seemed to follow him, he innocent, but drawing to him men such as I, hopeless, yearning.
He, of course, loved every moment.
His melancholy was rooted in the past, France, his soul brutally trampled at Mons, Ypres. He had sailed there cheerfully (like too many other fools) with wonderful visions of his dash and daring, and had there been a death, his, a fine one.
What happened to our century? How could so much hope have become the mud of Flanders, the dust-bowls, the Reichstag, the camps, Hiroshima, Nagasaki?
His father was a mad priest, hating every sound, every movement of the female mind, his five part-mad sisters ruined by the belt (none to ever marry), their mother dead white in red bath-water, and this one, so beautiful boy alone, at sea, oft whipped within an inch, without any kind of love, should have been a monster.
I saw him on his first day, clearly a freshman despite his age, thin as air, pale, still recovering from France and hepatitis. He had been climbing in Europe with other young men, all not long-since schoolboys, and I suppose now, the dangers they embraced were the point, the physical expression of his, and their, every being. They were already dead. There was just the next adventure.
Had he lived, I suppose, there would have been the usual - marriage at twenty-eight, a single child, some sort of fling at forty-three, and a smooth progression of some kind, chambers, or something in the City (he was never donnish). Instead, for three years he managed to never miss a tutorial while he became, it seemed, an inexhaustible copulating machine.
As he once beautifully explained, whether an accommodating girl, Charles, or the North Face of the Eiger, one generally arrives back in time for tea.
That, in the end it was a mountain, the greatest mountain in the world, that claimed him, did not surprise me. He could not grow old.
432 Words
Flash 1 (Day One)
Olive Trees
Men, men, my brothers, do not fear this mob; don't run. We men are dumb, and we are blind, but we are gristle, we are muscle, heart, unstoppable.
Those out there are nothing special. They live beneath the same sky. We all see the same stars.
They say their general is a fox who knows many tricks! Well, we are a hedgehog. We know one trick but it is better, and bigger than theirs.
There will be no surprises this day, no miracles. There will be no dolphins on the mountaintops, no chattering Gods, it is all down to us.
When the order comes, march straight, men, your shields held high, and trust your blood. We will go helmet to helmet with this riff-raff, crest to crest.
Stand tall when the blood pumps! Feel the flame beneath your skin. This is for your city, for all that is pure, your wives, your children.
Do not hide. You can lie low when you are dead. Instead, seek out the clatter of enemy arms. Embrace the thing that makes us men. Shout loudly that you will die when you have had enough, but know too, that you will not die.
No-one in the enemy ranks thinks he will not wake tomorrow. Let us correct that. Some of their men will fall to earth and be picked up, but we will strike them down a second time, a third.
Should we grow old instead so cruel worries wear us down for spite, grieve for the things that rot, look towards imagined bliss, or live now like men, fight like a bitch around her pups
After this, when our tribulations are over, seek water, a bed of grasses, flowers, find a blanket, rest.
Tomorrow we will drain carafe after carafe of fine Greek wine and remember dead friends.
304 Words
JUNE 2024
PROMPT SET 3
June-0051 Did I save your life once?
June-0052 The numbers are highly impressive
June-0053 Buddy, can you spare a rhyme?
June-0054 It’s really that simple
June-0055 I am lonely, feeble-minded, drinking too much. Bed!
June-0056 Friday, a wretched wet day
June-0057 If you say no, I will move to an island and keep ferrets
June-0058 Paul languishes in Maidstone Prison
June-0059 I have a small room on the fourth floor
June-0060 For a change, here is a two-trick pony
June-0061 At eighteen he was already an accomplished pimp
June-0062 Hindsight said, “I told you so”, the liar!
June-0063 Clowns such as those that make us weep
June-0064 The Colonel views me with a cool detachment
June-0065 Axe murderers have rights, too
June-0066 All I am able to give I give and more
June-0067 It’s snowing down south…
June-0068 I’m not keen on living in this body
June-0069 RASPBERRY!
June-0070 The sealing of the envelope
June-0071 Words like glutinous, susuration, undulate
June-0072 The faithful, the young and unlearned
June-0073 I came here because my life was too small
June-0074 It’s time to lie, isn’t it?
June-0075 Mothers do not always fight for their children
Saturday, June 01, 2024
PROMPTS, June 1st
Friday, January 21, 2022
Prompts for Friday Late
Friday Morning Prompts
676 | There is something I am forced to ask of you | |
677 | Something is alive out there | |
678 | What was here before has been moved | |
679 | She is Blessed | |
680 | With a kiss, a look, a sword or by another | |
681 | He once killed a bagpipe | |
682 | We were making bread, she a little plump, me salty | |
683 | The stink of fox | |
684 | Now, NOW you tell me he was lying! | |
685 | This ship is going nowhere | |
686 | A slow warm wind almost crawls over us | |
687 | Asking the tougher questions | |
688 | There is a fine place, a golden land, across the water | |
689 | He has made an art of it | |
690 | We visit to see the great Cathedral | |
691 | Burning Bright! | |
692 | You would be amzed by what is dropped in dumpsters | |
693 | We are stuck near Suez | |
694 | Why don't we get the band back together? | |
695 | Killing the thing he loves most | |
696 | Play the birdie song on repeat while writing | |
697 | PUMPERNICKEL | |
698 | The differences between bandage and gauze | |
699 | I was nine and she was eight | |
700 | A story ending: He looked at me, shook his head, turned away, and… |